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Utter Ridiculous Shit.

September 14th, 2005 by lynnylchan under Blogroll

What kind of bloody meeting runs on for 3 hours? I don’t remember last year’s DnD meetings running over 2 hours, ever. I don’t remember feeling so frustrated that I wanted to storm out. I don’t remember being so bored and getting angrier by the minute.

This is not last year’s comm, I know. Different people have different leadership styles. But this isn’t what I signed up for. 3 hours of my life spent doing something so pointless. I don’t mind if something was actually achieved, but the agenda that was carried out could have been done in 2 hours or less.

This isn’t the first marathon meeting. I don’t think it will be the last. I don’t know why they run on for so long. Is it because he insists on opening the floor to everyone, and encouraging open but ultimately time-wasting discussion? Why? I am just so f87king angry right now with all the time wasted. Now I won’t be able to pay attention. Come on. 5 hours of sleep? Get real. This is madness. I know that I could have had 8 hours but noooo….

I swear, sometimes I feel like quitting. I’m only hanging on because I think it’s only this initial rush that’s the horrible bit. Because I still want to be a part of DnD.

The day I give up, will be a day of horrible loss for both me and the comm. Dear God in heaven, please please please make the meetings shorter. I can’t take the thought of many more pointless hours.

Some days I get so mad I feel like going up to him and telling him exactly what I think of the bloody f87king meetings that run on for ever and ever. And the effort of holding it in makes me quake. I don’t know if it’s a sign of apathy towards the comm I used to love, or if it’s a genuine reaction to the shittiness of the comm.

So angry right now.